My Diary

When I look back on all of these 40 years, I see that I have always channelized my pain to perform my best or ace work or life or clamber mountain tops. This pain was sometimes professional and sometimes personal. Papa always said, 'let problems not define you, defy the problem' ! So, off I went scooting to drown in work, sometimes I found my answers and came out winning. Sometimes, I did not get answers or solutions, yet I always found valuable lessons, too precious to be forgotten. Sometimes I rested and sometimes I moved without a care. On my never ending quest in the corporate I kept on, oblivious of the pains and troubles that I kept surmounting, sometimes ignoring, which I felt became a part and parcel of me. I kept smiling when I lost a friend or a close one either to lack of time to connect or petty politics. I would rather have my attention to patting my back for some little victory somewhere at work or home than sulk or lament! Its been such a beautiful traversing jou...

Who devised the word wrong. there is nothing like wrong...these are relative situations , but we have been conditioned to think what's right n what's wrong....that's unfair...these are juxtapositions... There are times when nothing seems to be moving the way you want to see it. You get lost in the way, there is no one to tell yu if there's any solace to ur condition n no one to help yu thru this coz its your own calling n ur decision. So what do u do? Live in the moment,,,,,drown urself in what yu feel can take ur pain away, what yu feel will bring lil joy to ur already vitiating problems and issues. So, what do you think might help....music....friends...driving....? m yet to find ease in these....ur life ur call...but come what may baby....dont give up...u'll find ur calling. n ya time heals nothing....For me, my work gives me a lot of peace, keeps me focused, takes me miles away from the pain. So the working moms out there, there will be a day when this same j...